Death.

I don't know what is it like to die. but i've had wish a many times.

Here's a friend of mine. He's close with me. Like a bestfriend, a brother to me... he had this disease. a lung disease.. I'm not sure what disease he's having. but I feel sorry for him. and I don't want him to go. I shouldn't say anything bad of someone.. but I could just say that we humans done so many sins. depends we realize it or not, or how big or small the sins are. he told me, he gave up searching something that he was longing for years. a LIFE. love for someone... he did find someone, but maybe not love. well afzan, don't even bother about it, she just can't see. You still have friends and family. Definitely even me... open your eyes... you are strong. and I want you to be strong for your own good. ok?

Everyone, do think if you want to do something. don't regret! I know I'm a brat, but since I've heard those words from him he made my eyes open. And death is not you really want to wish. Allah mengampunkan segala hambanya yang hendak bertaubat dan berserah. Allah menyayangi hambanya yang dekat padanya. LIFE is one of his miracle. appreciate it...

"Think of Allah, then you can see the world..."

together we can teach one another, we need everyone

trust me

What a Hari Raya :)

ikhmal, ayah, ibu, hawa, kak nita, abg zuhry... someones missing, asryyy!

Bila takbir berkumandang semua bersedia dengan pakaian melayunya. serba warna warni kelihatan di mana jua pandangan. ada yang pergi ke masjid dan ada menolong si ibunya di dapur menyiapkan juadah pagi raya menunggu kepulangan mereka yang pergi menunaikan solat raya untuk bulan yang begitu mulia ini. But, i was still sleeping in bed. LOL how obvious could that be :p the night before was so exhausting! actually i just couldn't sleep. tu je problemnya. haha!



Bulan ramadhan is not all because of the food, the new clothes, the duit raya and etc, its because its the time when people will gather around sharing feelings and stories yang mereka ada sepanjang tempoh tidak bertemu. dan itu yang menambahkan sedikit rasa manis kenapa bulan ini yang begitu mulia. Hubungan saudara mara dirapatkan semula yang datang dari utara, selatan atau di mana jua berada, dan ketika ini mereka akan saling bermaaf maafan.

1/2 of my family

ayah ibu

well before the raya came, it was my birthday. yay-me!!! dalam hati berbunyi.. i wish there was gonna be something special with this raya. but it doesn't. it seems particular like other days.. i wonder there was gonna be someone here by my side celebrate together (not anyone in my family but someone else). tapi tak. its one awfull present i ever get. and i hate it. yeah.... i said it.

I HATE IT!

tapi semua itu disembunyikan di bawah senyumku
zahir kau lihat
bukan segalanya
bibir tersenyum menutup segala duka

but let by gone be by gone. Yeah wish this heart is close for no one. let me be blind when i see others when i can't turn back time. I am not a TOY to play with, where you can just hit me into pieces. I don't talk crap. get it... I'm deadly serious man.

so then :) untuk bulan yang mulia dan penuh bermakna ini saya ingin mengucapkan,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin
atas terlepas kata dan terkasar bahasa dan segala-gala yang salah
maafkan kerana saya bukan manusia yang sempurna
and where I'm trying to be one for you guys
you should be lucky





lots of love from Hawa Yusof