Thursday, December 29, 2011

Penantian

setiap kali kau jatuh, akan aku hulurkan tangan ini dan bantu. bila kau sedih, akan aku pujuk hati itu dan buat kau tersenyum. jangan pernah kau mengeluh, jangan pernah kau berduka. buat segala yang kau hendak, dan aku, :) aku akan sentiasa berada di sini. jangan pernah kau rasa susah, bila aku korbankan setitik peluh kerana senyuman kau sentiasa buat aku suka. dan bila kita rasa rindu, dan susah, sabar dan senyum sahaja, kerana, ada rezeki yang lebih baik menanti. mungkin tuhan sengaja menguji kita, menyelamatkan kita. jadi sabar sahaja. aku ada di sini. menanti.. jikalau kau jodoh terbaik untukku, tak usah aku gusar kan? dan jika aku jodoh terbaik untuk kau, mudah mudahan, kau tahu :)

Saturday, December 10, 2011

cerita skaf bunga

SHOCKINGG! yayy, u really did came to meet me. :) waiting for a couple of hours its ok i guess. boleh buat lagii... haha. yela... kejap ktm shah alam, kejap kl sentral. so i decided to go to mid valley and meet you there. haaa senanggkannn huhu. tapi jam pula tsk tsk... jalan jalan window shopping pun takpe, sbb next weeknya payday alangkah sukanya kalau gaji dah masuk masa tuuu. :p boleh beli belah time tu haha.



Konon-konon nak buat muka marah, merajuk butttt...... tak boleh, even im hot mad when i get to see you infront of me, you make me smile away. i mish you really i mish you. all the week ive been merajuk dgn you is for my goodness. you broke my little heart. how could you, really.. its a lesson to teach you, how it feels when you really want me gone. do you feel lonely without me dear? do you feel of want to cry when i said that im leaving you? well i felt it before i ever could say it.



"I dah nampak you (giggled)" si manis berkata... from far away.... i saw you searching. hmmm how will it be if i never showed up? :( you'll be just standing there with your friend. wandering around thinking what you've done perhaps. but i did. i would feel really kejam, if i were at ur place.



"Nak amin.. nak amin :) (you looked very scared+ashamed+happy, cmne tu?? haaa tu yang i nampak lah hehe)" jejaka meminta.. haha. ya saya suka dimanja.... nak peluk awak kuatkuat boleh? hmmm... :(



Ahhh... u tried to pleased me. dah lama kita tak tengok wayang and makan samasama. lagilagi, dapat cakapcakap lelama kan? i malu.. emm.... mana tak! saya makan pun awak nak curikcurik pandang. macam lah i tak nampak. haha i ada 4 mata tau. jangan mainmain hehe.



Dear love, do you know that you made me laugh out loud when i watched you? haha. penakut nak cakap dengan orang jaga tiket kaunter! i dah beritahu cakap beli tiket station apaapa lepas tu tanya naik platform mana, tu pun susah. huhuhu. you kata you budak kampung, tapi pakai kereta hoh. i ni kereta pun tak bawaaakk. hehe sbb takde lesen :p katanya it was your second time naik train. awww kecian dia. huhu. takpe, let that be our memories together. naik train sama2 huhu. and it was your last day anyway :( nak balik jb dah kan. you took all the pictures of me as much as you could. are you ok dear? :'( im right here.

As we arrived at Bandar Tasik Selatan, i was keeping my tears a side. knowing that you'll be going soon. your ticket was at 2.30pm and its 2.10pm already, why so soooonnn??? its okay, your the one who has to go on the bus. i dont want anything to happen to you. we had a walk around the area, its like an airport. LOL. teruja kot sebenarnya jalanjalan tgk kedai dalam tu hehe. and we went to this gift store, ada skaf katanya. awwww comel skaf skaf sana huhu. u pulled one by one and put it on me. :) comel ke? huhu i dah lama tak pakai skaf. tapi awak, saya tak ada duit. :( cukup nak balik naik train je. awak pun ada berapa je tuk balik nanti. takpe awak simpan dulu k duit tu. nanti, bila kita jumpa lagi, kita ada duit lebih, kita cari skaf sama k!



cut, cut, cut!! cut bahagian sedih time you nak balik tu huhuhu :'(



Well pendek cerita sebenarnya i hope your words will be true. that you'll love me as i do for you. jaga i, didik i, insyaAllah.. bila sampai masa, tekad dan tawakal insyaAllah, Allah jawabkan doa kami. tahu? setiap lelaki yang jatuhkan airmata wanita ke tanah, sesungguhnya berdosa besar? betul ke? saya dengar dari kawan... saya tahu awak akan baca ni nanti :p jadi kalau awak tahu betul ke tak, kongsi2 k dgn i.



Sorry k bahasa dah tunggang langgang :D kononnya nak jadi penulis cerita yang berjaya hehehe.
iloveyou :)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Hurt.

friend, i thought you were to be trusted. and you, thanks for stabbing my back. all that i ever hoped came crushed when i knew. you wanted another chance if you somehow could come back for me, but what happened to the chances i gave you thousands time back then? you took me for granted. how silly i am. and fooled... im not mad if you ever want to go and flirt someone else, i am open to let you go as u pleased, i'll pray you thousands of times to make you happy, for sure i know i havent pleased you a bit. a minute you were here, but in a second you disappear. you left me out alone. i fell, and i was hurt. i dont think, no one could ever heal this wound. not even you. :'(