crackeology

Is it true? my heart asks,scaredly

Why did you do? i wonder,sadly

I'll be alone this time. Yes i have too,cowardly

.can you do one favor for me.

that you'll never EVER make this tears drop.

neither when im here, neither when im not.

-thislovefreaksout-

Jannah Abdullah

the.night.we.celebrate.your.birthday.dear.

jannah. sedapkan nama tu? :) bermaksud syurga... wahhh gitu hehe. yeah.. he was im with a year long. we had something together. what we call love. love doesnt mean that we own it. its not ours if Allah swt said so. it was tough for us two. but somehow i realize there's been obstacles trying to pull us apart. dear jannah, im sorry if i had done bad things towards you. im really sorry. i never wanted you to shed tears even a drop just because of me. thanks for the love you gave. those smiles and giggles for me at times when we met and in phones. though you dont quiet talk alot. hee :D i sayangkan u. but i dont know, i ,yg u mahu. i tahu ramai lagi yang lebih layak untuk u. i sentiasa doakan u. mana yang terbaik. mcm mana sakit atau pedih i terasa, i tak pernah berhenti doakan untuk u. u said i tak pernah fikirkan tentang u. well i did. and i cried. :'( since the first time we met in kuantan and the last time at johor bharu. such memories kan sayang? its not i dont want to tell everyone here in this blog, its just because i forgotten about it. and there was too many to share about. jannah, i tak mampu jadi seseorang yang u harapkan, and it will make u sad i know. and again i dont want it to be that way, tengok u kecewa tentang i. i mcm budakbudak i tahu. hmmmppp budakbudak. :( i miss you. being us near. boleh tolong ingat, yang i sayangkan u. jangan pernah lupa :'( if apa-apa terjadi.