Doa Untukmu.

Bismillah...

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, ampunkanlah dosa hambamu ini, ampunkanlah atas segala dosa yang telah ku lakukan selama ini ya Allah. Ya Allah ampunkanlah dosa muhammad nur jannah bin abdullah. dosa kecilnya dan dosa besarnya ya Allah. Dosa sesama manusia dan padamu ya Allah. Kau maha pengampun lagi maha penyayang.

Sebagai hambamu ini, aku berendah diri memohon kekuatan untuk muhd nur jannah ya Allah. kekuatan untuk menempuh segala dugaan yang kau berikan kepada kepada ku dan padanya ya Allah. berikanlah kekuatan iman, kekuatan diri kepadanya ya Allah. Ya Allah ya tuhanku aku percaya pada segala yang berlaku ada hikmahnya ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau maha mengetahui maka kau tunjukkanlah padaku dan dirinya, berikan petunjuk kepada kami ke jalan yang benar dan yang halal bagi mu ya Allah. Aku percaya ya Allah, aku percaya ya Allah!

Ya Allah, murahkanlah rezeki muhd nur jannah dan keluarganya, murahkan rezeki pendapatan, perkerjaan dan kasih sayang padanya ya Allah. rezeki yang halal dan yang baik-baik ya Allah. sesungguhnya kaulah maha kaya dengan rezeki mu atas muka bumi ini.

Ya Allah. aku memohon padamu, kau pertemukanlah muhd nur jannah bin abdullah padanya jodoh yang baik-baik dan yang halal baginya ya Allah, berkatilah jodoh itu dengan penuh keberkatan dan kasih sayang. aku redha ya Allah, atas segala yang berlaku, aku redha.. maka kau berikanlah pahala atas keredhaanku dan keredhaannya.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan hidupku dan hidupnya dunia dan akhirat ya Allah, hari ini dan hari seterusnya. Engkaulah maha berkuasa di atas muka bumi ini. kaulah yang menentukan segala qada dan qadar. dengan itu, kau sempurnakan doa hambamu ini... dengan serendah rendahnya ku memohon padamu... amin...

will your heart ever be mine? :')

Ya Allah.. tabahkan hati ini untuk apa jua ketentuanMu.. why is he so confuse. :'( sampai bila perlu rasa ..perlu tunggu.. jawapan yang pasti hati dia untuk saya. Yang pasti hati semua milik Allah. Ya Allah kau tetapkanlah hatinya. bukakan matanya.. hatinya.. I really wish he realize that im not her. And shes not here for him anymore. Why ask something that you could remind me of her. Your smart to think of it yourself. And your too scared to admit it. Dear loved one, perhatikan apa yg Allah dah tetapkan.. kenapa nak berputus asa sedangkaan segala ujian Allah berikan hanya untuk kita ingatkan Nya, hanya untuk menunjukkan bahawa Dia sentiasa mengingati kita. dont ever despair.. have you ever wonder why im here? How ive always open my heart when you know youve done so much things that anyone could hurt so badly? And you know that im hurt. Have you ever realize.. you came back to me everytim when your alone. Remember? How I was really happy that I thought you've made up your mind for choosing me? :') I wish that I was never a mistake in your life. Allah lebih memahami.

Our First JB 10KM Run

 hi peeps! Hehe just got back from johor bahru. Ive had my run yesterday with my dearly jahn awwww hes being sweet too much :D

I never thought that he would be running with me. Haha sorry... :p he keeps saying that he cant run that far. But now ... there you go, I heard hes gonna try to run for another event to prove it wasnt 4 mins away from me for yesterdays run. LOL!

Sayang betul I tak tipu . You were really 4 mins away je hehehe. A lil congrats for him. You did great! I love youuu.. harap you lari tinggalkan I jauh semalam bukan sebab nak ngorat orang lain hee :p kecian I sorangsorang lari esh esh esh hehehe.

We took some pics. But most of it is in his iphone because my phone is too big to bring :(

It was getting late..ive got to get back to klang. Thanks for this 2 days dear. Wish it never
had to end.

ComeBack.

Hi everyone.

Days passes by so quickly and it has been 10 months after my last post? :( I've been busy working and now I'm running. cant you believe it??! i cant too. LOL 10 kilometres is not NEAR, that i can say. ehe..

But its a new thing that i can see in myself. :) i never see me, being a runner in the future. All i can remember was running from running. you see? HAHA. :D Yeah and i did a few 10km's lately.. and experience ending up in the ambulance once. :p Honestly, i quiet enjoy it tho. not being injured and got carried away by the ambulance sillyyy.... I enjoyed running. Now i know i can atleast run for 10-12km's why dont i just keep running for my health and beauty. yelaaaa people are halfway seeing me as mila kunis. why not try to get to be LIKE HERRR... :"D wah.... Amin... Amin... 

About my job, i got my Permanent Position on the month of puasa, i got my first bonus advance the same month, and celebrated my 22nd birthday the same month as well (kena suka ke? reminds me of being tua already buhoo :p). Alhamdulillah, tho its not what i really expect in this year, i really appreciate what Allah had given to me. Who expects righttt?? Im 22years old holding a good position, good salary, with a diploma. Friends, this is all written. though you guys are not having jobs like i am, but hey, look at the bright side, your going for your degree, and its really AWESOME. Do your best! this means you can do much more then i can. so dont worry much okay? :D

One more... he's back. Alhamdulillah. Im happy and so does he. its not im being weak or theres no other guys to go to?? i just cant let him away from my feelings and deleting him for good. he really means so much to me. and everyone is giving greenlights or nice compliment about me, and somehow made him realize, how much i have or do for him ( i guess) in the couple of years back then. :( 3 months ago was the hardest. sayang... i really, really want you to know that, i dont want to feel that way again. i'm scared... :'( i miss you.

okay thats enough to make my eyes shut already huuuuu :'D (wiping my tears off). Semoga Allah memberkati setiap langkah dan niat semua. Amin.. InsyaAllah... Assalamualaikum. toodles!

Things going by

Assalamualaikum hi again :) just want to share with you guys that i finally got the job as a Secretary in Bank Rakyat. its was quiet tough and challenging. but its ok lets give it a try maybe this is my way for living.

Yesterday, i got a really sad news from a friend. a friend of mine passed away two weeks before. arwah was someone nice. let us pray for him. Al fatihah.

on the mean time.. i heard something else instead. my bf ex's tried to get back to him. what am i suppose to do? its really hard for me. i wish he knew. i wish he would never picked up the call. maybe you can see me smile look at me listening to you. but i was so touched, and i didnt even want us to get in a fight. just hope that you knew. :( you know its so hard to meet each other. and i came with my family, and i wanted to be happy with you.. spend my time every second with you. just hope you understand. i dont want anyone to get in the way. what did i ever do to get this.

there's nothing special than you

there's nothing meaningful than my times with you

everything is priceless when i lost you

if there ever comes a day that we can't be together

keep me in your heart

i'll stay there forever

Penantian

setiap kali kau jatuh, akan aku hulurkan tangan ini dan bantu. bila kau sedih, akan aku pujuk hati itu dan buat kau tersenyum. jangan pernah kau mengeluh, jangan pernah kau berduka. buat segala yang kau hendak, dan aku, :) aku akan sentiasa berada di sini. jangan pernah kau rasa susah, bila aku korbankan setitik peluh kerana senyuman kau sentiasa buat aku suka. dan bila kita rasa rindu, dan susah, sabar dan senyum sahaja, kerana, ada rezeki yang lebih baik menanti. mungkin tuhan sengaja menguji kita, menyelamatkan kita. jadi sabar sahaja. aku ada di sini. menanti.. jikalau kau jodoh terbaik untukku, tak usah aku gusar kan? dan jika aku jodoh terbaik untuk kau, mudah mudahan, kau tahu :)

cerita skaf bunga

SHOCKINGG! yayy, u really did came to meet me. :) waiting for a couple of hours its ok i guess. boleh buat lagii... haha. yela... kejap ktm shah alam, kejap kl sentral. so i decided to go to mid valley and meet you there. haaa senanggkannn huhu. tapi jam pula tsk tsk... jalan jalan window shopping pun takpe, sbb next weeknya payday alangkah sukanya kalau gaji dah masuk masa tuuu. :p boleh beli belah time tu haha.

Konon-konon nak buat muka marah, merajuk butttt...... tak boleh, even im hot mad when i get to see you infront of me, you make me smile away. i mish you really i mish you. all the week ive been merajuk dgn you is for my goodness. you broke my little heart. how could you, really.. its a lesson to teach you, how it feels when you really want me gone. do you feel lonely without me dear? do you feel of want to cry when i said that im leaving you? well i felt it before i ever could say it.

"I dah nampak you (giggled)" si manis berkata... from far away.... i saw you searching. hmmm how will it be if i never showed up? :( you'll be just standing there with your friend. wandering around thinking what you've done perhaps. but i did. i would feel really kejam, if i were at ur place.

"Nak amin.. nak amin :) (you looked very scared+ashamed+happy, cmne tu?? haaa tu yang i nampak lah hehe)" jejaka meminta.. haha. ya saya suka dimanja.... nak peluk awak kuatkuat boleh? hmmm... :(

Ahhh... u tried to pleased me. dah lama kita tak tengok wayang and makan samasama. lagilagi, dapat cakapcakap lelama kan? i malu.. emm.... mana tak! saya makan pun awak nak curikcurik pandang. macam lah i tak nampak. haha i ada 4 mata tau. jangan mainmain hehe.

Dear love, do you know that you made me laugh out loud when i watched you? haha. penakut nak cakap dengan orang jaga tiket kaunter! i dah beritahu cakap beli tiket station apaapa lepas tu tanya naik platform mana, tu pun susah. huhuhu. you kata you budak kampung, tapi pakai kereta hoh. i ni kereta pun tak bawaaakk. hehe sbb takde lesen :p katanya it was your second time naik train. awww kecian dia. huhu. takpe, let that be our memories together. naik train sama2 huhu. and it was your last day anyway :( nak balik jb dah kan. you took all the pictures of me as much as you could. are you ok dear? :'( im right here.

As we arrived at Bandar Tasik Selatan, i was keeping my tears a side. knowing that you'll be going soon. your ticket was at 2.30pm and its 2.10pm already, why so soooonnn??? its okay, your the one who has to go on the bus. i dont want anything to happen to you. we had a walk around the area, its like an airport. LOL. teruja kot sebenarnya jalanjalan tgk kedai dalam tu hehe. and we went to this gift store, ada skaf katanya. awwww comel skaf skaf sana huhu. u pulled one by one and put it on me. :) comel ke? huhu i dah lama tak pakai skaf. tapi awak, saya tak ada duit. :( cukup nak balik naik train je. awak pun ada berapa je tuk balik nanti. takpe awak simpan dulu k duit tu. nanti, bila kita jumpa lagi, kita ada duit lebih, kita cari skaf sama k!

cut, cut, cut!! cut bahagian sedih time you nak balik tu huhuhu :'(

Well pendek cerita sebenarnya i hope your words will be true. that you'll love me as i do for you. jaga i, didik i, insyaAllah.. bila sampai masa, tekad dan tawakal insyaAllah, Allah jawabkan doa kami. tahu? setiap lelaki yang jatuhkan airmata wanita ke tanah, sesungguhnya berdosa besar? betul ke? saya dengar dari kawan... saya tahu awak akan baca ni nanti :p jadi kalau awak tahu betul ke tak, kongsi2 k dgn i.

Sorry k bahasa dah tunggang langgang :D kononnya nak jadi penulis cerita yang berjaya hehehe.

iloveyou :)