New Year!

New Year!

Azam tahun baru ini... let see.

- azam tahun lepas pun tak terbuat
- do i have too? its like a tradition bila setiap tahun akan berakhir
- wait, ur not even gonna make any change while just sitting at home. daaaaaaa..... sigh.
- mesti carik keje, thats what i have too.
- simpan doit lah!
- make physical change to myself, i think so? (buat faham2 je k)
- amek lesen semestinya!
- uh! uh! nak keretaaaaaaa please ayahhhhh... LOL!
- improve my amal ibadat. insyaAllah.
- jodoh? huff.....
- carik rumah :)

yeah i think i listed all of it. ngeh ngeh... baru pukul 1030 and im already tired! damn... haha
memang org jenis tak boleh bawak keluar punya. huhu

remembering my childhood memories

hi again, it's been a while. today i would like to tell you about my childhood past. and there you go a few shots when i was little. back then i was really cute ain't i. hahaha so perasan, sorry.

what can i say, yeah... i have a few big fans, all the uncle-uncle and makcik-makcik. hehehe sometimes they would rebut to carry me. LOL! my dad said, 'entah kenapa orang nak sangat dukung hawa tu, ibu ayah siap osom sebab tak larat angkat, TERLEBIH SIHAT lah katakan'. grrr... i took that as a compliment though sigh'.

i was the only girl in the family so why not put on some pretty things to her. and there you go a fashionista in the age 2yrs. some of my friends said, i dont look like malay, ok heres what they usually see me as ( chinese, mamak, philipine, siam, indonesian, arab, omputeh and sekian lanjutnya kalau boleh nak letak semua nama negara) because they dont see my face similar to my siblings. what?? im adopted now? hahaha no exactly. i came from a family from javanese (my dad side) and bugis (my mom side). i think i dont look like my parents too. i just have thier nose and smile. my parents would always like battle each other nak cakap muka ni macam muka masing-masing when setiap kali people would say something nice about me like 'comelnya muka diaaa' or even 'alolorh mata sape dia ada neh'. comon ibu.. dad.. you know im your only daughter. :)

asry, me, zuhry

grandpa :(

but time flew by fast now and im 20yrs already. i miss my atuk and nenek. looking at thier photos recently. your always in my heart and i'll never forget you.

ok people, always remember your childhood memories, it maybe funny, or horrible but i know it is something you dont wanna hilang it.

its precious.

live it.

i've lost a friend in my childhood, wish he was back.

aku bingung
aku sedih atau aku selamat?
semalam aku bersama kau
hari ni aku keseorangan
aku sayang kau
kau?
kau kena pergi kan
aku tau kenapa
hati aku perit untuk katakan 'ya aku lepaskan kau'
adakah selama ini aku di dalam permainan kau yang kau bina?
aku tak percaya kau bermain dengan aku
kau tak sanggup pilih
tapi kau perlu
aku tahu kau sayangkan aku
itu sebab kau bagitau
selamat tinggal

:(

Death.

I don't know what is it like to die. but i've had wish a many times.

Here's a friend of mine. He's close with me. Like a bestfriend, a brother to me... he had this disease. a lung disease.. I'm not sure what disease he's having. but I feel sorry for him. and I don't want him to go. I shouldn't say anything bad of someone.. but I could just say that we humans done so many sins. depends we realize it or not, or how big or small the sins are. he told me, he gave up searching something that he was longing for years. a LIFE. love for someone... he did find someone, but maybe not love. well afzan, don't even bother about it, she just can't see. You still have friends and family. Definitely even me... open your eyes... you are strong. and I want you to be strong for your own good. ok?

Everyone, do think if you want to do something. don't regret! I know I'm a brat, but since I've heard those words from him he made my eyes open. And death is not you really want to wish. Allah mengampunkan segala hambanya yang hendak bertaubat dan berserah. Allah menyayangi hambanya yang dekat padanya. LIFE is one of his miracle. appreciate it...

"Think of Allah, then you can see the world..."

together we can teach one another, we need everyone

trust me

What a Hari Raya :)

ikhmal, ayah, ibu, hawa, kak nita, abg zuhry... someones missing, asryyy!

Bila takbir berkumandang semua bersedia dengan pakaian melayunya. serba warna warni kelihatan di mana jua pandangan. ada yang pergi ke masjid dan ada menolong si ibunya di dapur menyiapkan juadah pagi raya menunggu kepulangan mereka yang pergi menunaikan solat raya untuk bulan yang begitu mulia ini. But, i was still sleeping in bed. LOL how obvious could that be :p the night before was so exhausting! actually i just couldn't sleep. tu je problemnya. haha!



Bulan ramadhan is not all because of the food, the new clothes, the duit raya and etc, its because its the time when people will gather around sharing feelings and stories yang mereka ada sepanjang tempoh tidak bertemu. dan itu yang menambahkan sedikit rasa manis kenapa bulan ini yang begitu mulia. Hubungan saudara mara dirapatkan semula yang datang dari utara, selatan atau di mana jua berada, dan ketika ini mereka akan saling bermaaf maafan.

1/2 of my family

ayah ibu

well before the raya came, it was my birthday. yay-me!!! dalam hati berbunyi.. i wish there was gonna be something special with this raya. but it doesn't. it seems particular like other days.. i wonder there was gonna be someone here by my side celebrate together (not anyone in my family but someone else). tapi tak. its one awfull present i ever get. and i hate it. yeah.... i said it.

I HATE IT!

tapi semua itu disembunyikan di bawah senyumku
zahir kau lihat
bukan segalanya
bibir tersenyum menutup segala duka

but let by gone be by gone. Yeah wish this heart is close for no one. let me be blind when i see others when i can't turn back time. I am not a TOY to play with, where you can just hit me into pieces. I don't talk crap. get it... I'm deadly serious man.

so then :) untuk bulan yang mulia dan penuh bermakna ini saya ingin mengucapkan,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin
atas terlepas kata dan terkasar bahasa dan segala-gala yang salah
maafkan kerana saya bukan manusia yang sempurna
and where I'm trying to be one for you guys
you should be lucky





lots of love from Hawa Yusof

happy birthday ibu!

stroll in Kuantan

yeah, last saturday i was at Kuantan. having a holiday with my family. not really exactly, my brother has a tournament back then, but he lost THE END. lol :p I was suppose to go to a gig that saturday with Nurul Aini, dia ajak cause she knows i would totally join them. :) I don't really go to those place melainkan ada orang ajak or some important stuff. hehehe... sebab i have this disease, i would get dizzy and suffercate sebab ramai sangat orang. huhu So disebabkan last minit plan tak menjadi Nurul Aini berusaha untuk datang ke hotel untuk berjumpa. thanks Aini! ilu so much! nanti kita jumpa lagi... hahaha padahal jumpa nak borak2 kosong (hal hal perempuan) so ignore it? :D

ilu ibu ayah

laki terkacak dalam hidup saya

Pada pukul 130, i saw my dads car infront of us. he saw me, sedang kehangatan soooo.... he pujuk me instead he knows i wanted to stroll along at teluk cempedak sambil makan ais krim hehehe. jangan marah ayah. you guys made me come to Kuantan. :) and he did, he drove, ibu pula bla bla bla bebel sebab lapar. haha ayah pun "ye ye dah sampai dah ni" and i was "relaxxx ibuuuu, sini ada macam macam nak melantak" :p We had ikan siakap sweet sour, daging masak merah, tom yam campur. waaaahhhhh, mana tak mata i ni bengkak hidung gatal gatal makan nak sedap je seafood gitu huhu. Apa apa Alhamdulillah sedap perut suka :)

hehehe atlast dapat fav aiskrimku
cornetto chocolate sundae
:)

On our way back, we nearly had an accident, subhanallah, it was raining and that fool what was he thinking??? if it was'nt because of my dad dapat elak rasanya i wont be here anymore writing this. serious i cakap... jalan dekat dengan genting tu, berliku liku kan?? dah tau nak balik cepat janganlah sampai memaksa diri bawak kereta tu. Rasanya kalau bukan nasib kita untuk hidup lagi, dah ramai lagi terkorban sebab kereta berduyun duyun kat belakang. Who ever was in that car, u were lucky. humph! :(

lupa pula, kami sempat singgah di Saloma Hartamas untuk dinner. hehehe

remember people drive carefully,

jika tidak anda salah seorang yang saya akan sumpah sumpah

gooday :)

LORONG SENi PUTRAJAYA

LORONG SENi PUTRAJAYA, pada hari itu me and my friends decided to do a favor untuk perform di lorong seni. yeah everything was planned perfectly... then tiba tiba ayah, risau pula kenapa? sampai nak jumpa shawal, yusuff, dgn ezy. mereka tidak jahat :) they treated me well sepanjang al kisah di putrajaya.

so on our way ke destinasi kami iaitu menara kementerian belia sukan, the road tengah jam! erhhhh.... try alternatif way pon sama je. so last kami pun park kt rumah lama i dulu, ada pun tmpt nak parking hehehe. ok ok check! everything set up dengan guitar semua. tp i xbawak beg guitar pun sebab yusuff tolong bawak kan. heee :D yusuff i tak nak susahkan u sebenarnya tapi i malu nak ckp kat u? u jangan la baik sangat sampai camtu sekali. kang u risau i kembang lagi lol. *winkwink

kami begitu hot hot sekali. hot hot sebab panas oiiiyhh..... baru panas dunia belum akhirat subhanallah. hihi. jalan jalan lalu di jambatan sambil menghirup udara yang suam suam gitu. haha mula lah mereka berbunyi bunyi. "kita tak kan nak bawak nama LYDIA kot? macam xkena je, genre acoustic" suara dari ezy.. "apa kata kita bawak nama hawauu and the band" shawal membalas. waahhh sungguh selesa shawal itu memanggil namaku hawauu?? nama i sedap dah ok nak tambah wau wau kat belakang pula dia. grrr.... nasib baik ezy cover balik "isk kesian la kat dia, tak baik, jangan kacau" sungguh senyumanku sampai ke telinga. hahaha tak kesah la, i bukannya marah pun, sebab tengah teruja sebenarnya. :D

yang yusuff? gelak je memandang.... bergilir ganti. tak i dia, tak dia i... :) one prob yang kami sedar, event tu bukan hanya setempat yang tak besar mana it was really HUGE! damn... menara KBS tak ditemui lagi. tanya orang sana kata situ, tanya org situ kata sana. ehhhhh... main main lak dorg neh. tak mengapa.. kami terus berusaha mencari tempat itu. tapi, apabila sampainya di depan maybank, uh-oh nature calls. kene pergi rest rooM! eshhh red flag. masalah perempuan pula datangnya.... macam nak menangis je rasa. why does it has to be on that day? :( tak apa i buat no no je dah. i bagitau shawal, shawal dgn yakin memahami i. hahhaa tengok2 the 2 guys were peeking by the window behind me. lol *blushing. kata yusuff dah agak daaa. pandai betul dia agak2. hahaha..

sigh"..

our mission has to go on. itu tujuan i. i tak nak sebab i mereka tak dapat nak perform. if i cant go on stage sebab masalah 'teknikal' atleast yusuff ada untuk jadi front man. :) others and him are someone who can be trustworthy and commited. itu bagi pandangan i bila kali pertama dapat praktis bersama sama before nak perform. so delighted to be apart with them. ilu guys!

ok, dah sampai setelah berkurun mencari KBS. kami telah sampai di sana dengan penuh penatnya... waaa.... i was sweating to death. need refill, topup air jap dalam badan uhuhu before kami start praktis. praktis praktis berlaku kerumitan. michrophone tak cukup? stage tak besar. tapi muat je la. haha tidak mengapa, itu bukan masalah besar bagi kami. :) but akhirnya masa yang diberikan untuk kami perform di ambil alih oleh audition erma fatimah? what? hmmm mengapa terjadinya begini. abul, he tried berkompromi dengan mereka and urusetia. but kami tau macam tak dapat je. so we decided to just let it be. mungkin rezeki kami tak ada pada hari itu.

yusuff "i terasa nak karoke" i pun "jom alamanda!! :D" apa lagi beredarlah kami ke alamanda. hihi ezy, erin, shawal, yusuff, me shared money nak karok untuk sejam. ketika di room 106, if tak silap lah, :p i can see how they really feel. it was UNEXPECTED! rock kapak? haha? *gelak pelik. and why i nyanyi lagu the beatles I WANNA HOLD YOUR HANDS is such a big deal ezyyy??? lol! ok waaaaattt :D

the beatles abbey road


hujan doing that move

bila lagi me and my friends dapat buat mcm ni? :p

btw, i sedar there was this one time we were crossing the zebralines, how funny it looks like we were doing the beatles cover album. lol! and someone took our pics! damn need it. sigh" bak kata yusuff when he perasan juga on that time, i was the one who walked like the robot ngahahaha! memandai je

masa berlalu sejam sudah. semua penat and ada plan masing masing. mereka nak pergi jamming kat studio baru, i pergi bukit jalil, endah parade nak tengok adik i training bowling. kesimpulannya kawan kawan i had fun! i hope u guys did. :)

p/s: ilu guys thanks for everything
shawal,ezy,yusuff,erin,abul and kawan2 lain sekali that i met the other day :)

feeling this foolish senses...

it's amusing how sometimes i lose my mind
the things that i would never do
i can't sit still i get caught in
the excitement
till my senses return to me
this love plays me for a fool
i'll never know. no i'll never know
your smile makes me lose my cool
i'll never show. no i'll never show
sekadar untuk permainan
ku menoleh, ku persetan
masihku ragu niat hatimu
bermimpi di tengahari
mengukir ciuman di bibir ini.
ooh.
i'm stopping for a moment
to glance back
before i say things i'll regret
just waiting for the right time to come
for this story to come undone.

Shahrol Ahmad Shuhaini Sahlin

i just want to say good luck with your dreams
and moga you berjaya
amin. :)


ps: nanti bolehlah u design rumah untuk i for free. huhu
kidding!

NEVER FORGET MALAYSIA
when your in UK
ngee.

moments bersama si comel akil!

Akil nama di beri. sangat comel! Akil Zafran... rasa nak cium jeeeee tak nak lepas. dengan badannya yang sungguh sasa. hebatkan? hehehe i miss him so much. walaupon just baru hari neh jumpa.



One thing i remember the most he will like suka, gelak2, tutup tutup muka bila i buat muka comel? hehe emmm sorry i cant show it how huhu. but i love it! terhibur dengan telatah dia.

when will i get my own son/daughter?
hehe

sudah lega...

huraaa! huraa! hehe.... dont be mistaken sbb chelsea menang bola tadi. huhu...

Ni sebab i dapat baju yang i nak! hehe i mean tuk sementara tak ada baju langsung tuk di pakai huhu. ok ok... jujur memang rambang mata jalan2 kat dataran melaka and jongker walk like jalan kat petaling street. tp neh suasana lagi best kot? huhu... and i suka this 2 3 baju tapi mahal lari dari bajet soo sabar hawa, u dah beli 3 pasang. hehehe

satisfied!

yang kelakarnya i was there macam i was the tourist. macam tak penah nampak barang2 yang dorg jual tuh. hehehe. sebab dah lama tak pulang. and it was great! i watched this chinese man performing with his guitar, he was radical! like those songs he sang.. and he has good english agsent. im very proud of him... hope he did well and murah rezeki.

yeah yeah those are the moments masa jalan jalan tadi. sorry nana! tak amek pic nana pon. huhu

haihhhh melampau!!!

oh dulu kau suka suka tapi sekarang cara kau MELAMPAU! baru aku sedar kau tengok aku dari atas sampai ke bawah. u know i dont like it! ur old... pikir lah mcm org dah matang.. mcm nak campak je fail yang ada kt atas meja setiap kali kau datang jenguk aku but i know i cant do that because i have act professional maybe inilah satu satunya masalah yang sering dihadapi oleh semua PA.

marah teramat sangat sekarang... hmm

sedar lah sikit kau dah umur 60 tahun laaa.... and dah ada anak and lagi tua dari saya tau tak. yes i want a guy thats like my age 20-28 etc2 and understanding and pandai pandailah aku nak cari mcm mana just leave it to me i can think and choose by my own. so please tak faham lagi ke? im still young and i have my pride.. i know what i want that is having my privacy! and i want my own guy to love me. so beat it!

pastu kau makin berani nak rapat dengan aku kan sekarang. melampaaauuuuu betullah! jangan sampai aku report polis. this is a crime. sexual harrasment!

tengah buntu

macam mana aku nak teruskan hidup? who would pick me up?

*dad

*mom

*abg2

*adik

*friends

*boyfriend

nahhhhh tak ada siapa. dad? we just got into fight. he said i wasnt anything to him to worry so much or to care. dad... anak mana tak perlukan bapanya?

ibu... your always against me. kenapa? macam mana hawa nak ambil hati ibu? hawa dah cuba sedaya upaya. dari dulu lagi. hawa mintak maaf hawa bukan anak yang ibu nak kan selama ini. hawa bukan manusia yang sempurna. one day i'll open your eyes ibu.. =(

abg abg? macam mana kadang kadang dorg yang datang mintak tolong. haihhh haha

adik aku. sendiri timbulkan masalah dunia dia so aku malas nak kacau atau tambahkan masalah dia

friends.. i have lots i think but there always too busy. and aku sendiri bukan selalu keluar rumah nak jumpa dorang. rumah aku dgn mereka mereka jauhh... semput aku. hehe

boyfriend? none. sekian terima kasih.

i'm feeling that life isnt fair anymore. banyak dugaan.. halangan..and always happen to someone like me. im trying to make the best of me but, tak ada sape nak pandang atau nak dibanggakan atas kewujudan aku atas dunia ni.aku tak nak sakitkan hati siapa2. aku cuba jadi macam apa orang nak? tapi tak ada apa aku dapat. yea, life isnt fair. what should i do? kill myself? nooooo its silly.

Dugaan untuk saya

pada hari ini dan hari sebelumnya dan juga 2 3 4 hari sebelumnya memang kesabaran saya telah diuji. Masalah saya ialah gangguan seksual? how disgusting! macam mana saya nak hadapi? I'm a practical student at MBSA Shah Alam... jabatan mana rahsia sebab saya diajar jangan membocorkan rahsia kerajaan. What The Heck? kena ke kalau keadaan dah macam ni... hmmmm (thinking) i dont know yet. dari mula mula saya ditugaskan tak ada masalah apa apa pun, tapi sejak kebelakangan ni kawan kawan kepada bos saya yang dah kahwin dah ada anak dah ada cucu kalau dijangkakan pada umurnya telah cuba mengambil kesempatan untuk mengayat saya, erghhhhh and konon kononnya untuk suka suka. euwwww I'm younger than your anak OK? way muda lagi harap maklum. and anda sepatutnya boleh digelar sebagai atuk atuk kepada saya? your older than my dad! haiyooo.... jangan act with me like im your age or your in my age. commonnnnnnlaaaaa..........even kak yati pesan "hawa jangan layan orang tua tua yang nak mati ni" see... bukan kak yati sahaja ada juga hamba Allah yang bersependapat dengan saya. thank god.

Pastu, masalah lain. mereka neh tak ada kerja ke?? tiap hari nak datang melawat bos saya? tahulah mereka sahabat karib bos saya. Bukan bos saya sakit pun nak duk jenguk hari hari. untuk makluman, bos saya sihat walfiat.. masih kicking and breathing. lepas tu punya cerita, like i dont know, everytime you went out of my boss's office you wanted to sit infront of me at meja SU (where I'm placed when kak yati's out). tapi, bila saya tahu mereka dah mula berani nak GANGGU saya, saya ajak lah kawan kawan saya teman kt meja, and guess what? kawan kawan saya pun mereka nak pandang macam "nak makan orang" kata far. tapi tak berani nak duduk sama? kenapa encik, encik tak berani nak tunjuk gatal ke bila saya ada dengan orang lain kat meja. kang ada yang kene sepakkk kang (dengan bengisnya) tak pun "nak kene sebat" gimik kak yati nak takut kan orang. ahaaha... pelissslah..... jangan ganggu hidup aku lagi lah. be professional... dont be like a 25 year old man in a 60 year old body(memang pun). SCARRRYYY IS"NT IT??

Kau.

Kau, di sini hanya menemaniku sepanjang jalan
Kau, bukan di sini menjadi teman dalam kehidupan
Kau, mencuri hatiku memberi harapan
tapi, kau pergi enggan menoleh belakang

Aku, menanti kau memanggil nama
Aku, mahu kau hidup bersama
Aku, harus tegap berdiri melihat kau pergi
bahagia dengan dia pertama kau cari
tapi, sedihku menghujani hari hari

Kau, jangan lupai aku
Katakan kau perlukan aku
Aku, tidak lupa akan kau
Hati bibir tutur aku perlu engkau

Oh let me in this time

Bring me a lily and one loaf of bread

take me home now

I can’t forget any words that you’ve said

but they’re gone now

Trying my best to keep up with your pace

but you’re too fast

Trying my best to get off of this fencefor I won’t last
Maybe we can try to be better this time

Maybe we can try to be better this time
I’m just a speckle of dustin this gigantic world now

I’m going only where the air will take me

bring me down now
And my smiles turn to tearsand

I’m facing my fears

can’t you see me

trying my best to reach out for your hand

you won’t let me in

and I’ve done what I can

you keep changing your plans

do you need me
Maybe we can try to be better this time

Maybe we can try to be better this time
so let me in

let me in

let me in

let me in

let me….

Pencuri!

kau curi hp aku...
tak sedar diri!
aku doakan kau sakit
perut terburai
masuk surat khabar mintak maaf kat aku balik

tak mengapa,
ada pengganti dalam hidup aku ngahahaha!

hp neh boleh tahan jugak mirip macam adik bradik dia "blackberry"

UP TO MY WITS! you devil...

stop telling me what to do?
stop pretending your ok with me?

I hate when u left me with all your junks?

Like your existance was born with no hands and legs.

your butt is small but it is heavy like a buldozer.

you think i'm here to be your maid huh?

your robot crap who follows your every demands.

i'm exactly a human? like u devil!

let me pull of your hands, tore every single fingers of yours

which you dont even use it?

i have my things to-do so?

go birdie bird

go fly and save yourself

before my paws comes and hit u dead?

dead dead dead get it? D E A D

Songs I wrote? No, Songs I tried playing with it.

ahhh... in one day i practise this two songs.

1) leaving on a jet plane by John Denver
2) anyone else but you by The Moldy Peaches

it was ok. getting the hang with it.
heard about sending our own songs in radio and could win RM5000 i think was it? lol
the more i think about it, it gets me going to HELP shawal sing his songs. just want to tell you shawal your voice is kacak gitu deh? and i really want to try to sing your songs. hehe

good luck with your song forgeting you~!

Gong Xi Kong-si

What a holiday i had yesterday and the day back then. Tired but it was fun fun fun! went to bukit bintang for a stroll visiting my lovely brother at Low Yatt. he was too busy getting commissions. So I didnt want to disturb him. lol.

I went to pavilion to drop by my brother Ikhmal. He wanted to watch lu pikir la sendiri I guess thats the story he wanted to watch. I never knew why, he was so interested with Nabil the RAJA LAWAK that he adores so much hahahaa. so I left him.

I went for a walk with shawal.. nothing really to do so we had our brunch. I was definitely hungry bcos I didnt took my breakfast yet? so excited to be in kl. haha... from pavi we walk to klcc for burger king!! YUMMY! so in love with mushroom swiss and the coke. ngehe.. the reason I went to bukit bintang is to find my guitar? lol I didnt knew much about guitars, shawal does he did me a favor to acompany me to find one.

But how I didnt realise it was nearly dawn and my dad, misscalls me and yet I didnt answer I know he was upset with my promise I made to be back home before 6? hehehe sorry dad! time flew by fast this days. huhu so me and shawal rush back to sg wang or bb plaza I think like I know the diff.. hahaha went to get my guitar. finally! my guitar! best thing ever... huhu. thanks to shawal. so I met my brother Asry and Ikhmal at Pavi, and make a reason to my dad that we're having our dinner at piza hutt... the exciting part is I have to pay it (acting i'm ok). hahaha but its ok. It's only once a time, not a pain at all. hehe

It's night already? oh-oh! and I'm all out.. time to get back home Asry thought we could take a cab just in one way to send us to KLCC LRT. but it was expensive? haiyayaaaa..... 30 ringgit?? daaaa, it was chinese new years eve. hahaha so It was kind of horrible to let him pay for the cab so i let him go back by bus and leave us by ourselves to walk to KLCC.

OK, the story is I was tired when i went back. was forced to go for a 9 years old birthday party next door. ughhhh!! the terroooooaaar... but a pinch of happiness was inside me bcos of the guitar i bought and i had a walk with my dear shawal. thanks thanks and thanks!

wish you Gong Xi Fa Cai~!

Gong Xi

Gong Xi

Happy Happy Happy Birthday Sani!

I'm wishing you the best I could ever give to you... Happy Birthday Sani! hope you have a blast day today. Sorry If I wished you late last night? thought I would want to give the chance to your other friends to wish you first. Hope i'm not too late. for this year birthday i recommend you to have this wish list... hehe

1. long life prosperity
2. cgp with flying colours when you grad
3. Newest DSLR camera
4. Get a car

last and not least,

5. Girlfriend which has this criteria nice, cute, smart, loving (enough?) lol

Happy birthday, who would have thought?Inside the box,

guess what I brought!I’m sure you’ll like it, more as you age,

You are the focus, on center stage.All these years, memories created,

I did not choose,we’re simply related.

Knowing you, like the back of my hand,

Remember the time,we played in the sand?

I picked it myself, decision was clear,Once you see it,

I’m expecting a Cheer!

I know you will need them, on your Adventures,

Inside the box, a new set of dentures!

wah, wah, wah!

WOOAAAA..... betapa terkejutnya aku melihat skrin atm tadi, dan hampir mengalirkan air mata. duit ptptn dah masuk. haha! first ingat nak buat muka tawar hati macam biasa aku buat bila nak check duit kat atm since bulan satu, tapi amat janggal pada saat pukul 150 tadi target untuk melihat duit rm6.10 je baki yang ada tibatiba mengandungi angka '0' lebih dari yang dijangkakan.. seronok seronok betul betul betul... haha... thanks ptptn your my life saver! dah naik kurus aku tauuu.... isk isk padahal makan apa tadi patut naik semangat nak makan je tadi? lol... ok ok... banyak aku kene pikir kan, camne nak guna duit aku but i have so many things i have in thought damnnn!!

in my thoughts?

1. bayar hutang afdzal and kak dhira

2. bayar hutang bil yang tertunggak 5 bulan

3. nak beli kasut sebab kasut aku dah koyak rabai?

4. nak beli baju and seluar

5. nak tengok wayang wolfman and percy something..something lightning thief ? lol (i still xingat)

6. nak simpan duit untuk bayar duit pendaftaran next semester

7. new guitar? hehe

8. beli hp baru sebab hp sekarang dah senget. huhu

arrghhhhh? help me buntu buntu

Like Chocolate Sundae Brownies

today was the best! when me and my family decided to go out lunch at One Utama.
gila jauhhh and dah agak i'll be late nak masuk kerja at 2.45. haha but aku x kesah cause my brother wud be there sekali. asryyy...... haaaa panjang umur kau! dengan baik hatinya dia nak belanja makan kat chillis woaaa... i've never tried there tapi hentamm saja lah! org belanja rezeki xbaik di tolak... huhu. that time we took pictures together, buat lawak yang x masuk akal langsung! tapi aku gelak je sebab he was there? (miss u damn much asryy!!) no hard feelingss.. kat sana semua makan steak, i ate i think it was called something...something....ada 'west' hahaha forget it lah, xmampu nak fikir at the time like this.. then order chocolate sundae brownies gila sedapp!




err.... tu je sempat nak tangkap pic. cause sampai je brownies kat table kau pergi hentam terus sape suruh asry nehhh... takpe2 as long maksudnya sampai kan = teramat sedap ah. huhu well what i wanted to say is i miss u asry, we all miss u, hope ur well til always. and thanks belanja kitaorg makan sampai kenyang huhu. love u. take care! remember who u are, where we came from, and whats the pupose that everythings happening to u and all of us.. ur the best brother ever!

ibu 'apalah amek gambar asyik tutup mulut tak tunjuk gigi'
hawa 'oh... yeke ibu'

for you mom! smillleeee
asry 'besarrr punyaaa!'

KEJOHANAN 10PIN MAJLIS-MAJLIS SUKAN KEMENTERIAN PENGAJIAN TINGGI MALAYSIA

surat khabar sinar melaka negeri sembilan

This is the part where it all happens... di mana Majlis Sukan Politeknik menang dengan jayanya di melaka!! Am i damn happy... tahniah kepada my team yang bertungkus lumus bermain sampai pecah thumb, finger and semualah! not to them only, all to those who participated, thanks a lot! it was really fun although tak kenal sangat pun korang kat sana cause we've never try nak tegur antara satu sama lain. but to those who did thanks... =)

In my team boys merangkumi nazrin, shafiq, ayi, zikrey, fakruzaman, helmi farid. Dalam team girls pula hawa (me), nisa, dhira, yana, ain, fatehah. Nak katakan all categories yang kami masuk ada je kami bolossss semua! bukan nak berlagak tapi berbangga... sebab hanya satu misi kami ke sana iaitu menang! and we did it! congratz semua....

Lain cerita kat sana ada masalah sedikit pula, iaitu masalah team work dengan pengurus. I know not all of the players pandai main bowling tapi kita kenelah plan tuk buat semua team kita dapat capai yang terbaik, imbangkan kesemua team kita untuk lawan nanti. bukan nak kejar medal sahaja. what would the others say? "mana patut bowler power team up dengan bowler power je" mestilah kita yang terasa jugak macam dibiarkan je lantak menang ke tak team yang "lagi satu tuh". sebab tu yang aku rasa cause aku antara bowler yang tak sehebat mana... But, Alhamdulillah menang jugak akhirnya! soo... pengurus kita pun bertindak tuk belanja makan di umbai ikan bakar parameswara... hahaha! memang yang lain berlumba lumba nak makan. yelar mana tak... mibc mana ada apa apa kat sana just ada mamak macam standard restoran kat hotel kitorang duduk? but i like cheeze nan dia what can i say. lol and ada planetarium. First day kami pikir tak dapat survive kot! haha jadi kami pergilah mydin jalan kaki and dengan tak ada duit, kami belilah maggieeee......... terpaksa. berpaket2 and share. kesian tak?

Lihatlah gelagat dorang neh.. aku sendiri pun kesian tengok dorang lapar. Well it's worth it all kita dah menang and we deserve to be eating like this! ngeheh... ok i think setakat tu je nak cerita pasal kejohanan tuh, friends? hope to see you guys soon! at MSP kat Utara. huhu we'll compete semula..!